I think I'll have to quit numbering my titles soon and come up with catchy names to my posts.
Since I don't really know what I'm going to say, I think Number 5 will work for this one.
I have come to the realization that God is all I need. And that's a good thing. Because He is the supreme, ultimate Alpha and Omega. He was there in the beginning, actually, before my beginning and He's still there with me. After all the garbage I've allowed in my life ~ after all the very WRONG turns I've made leading me down some VERY wrong roads ~ after everything I've done that should cause Him to turn His back on me....He's right here inside my heart. I'm so thankful for that Love ~ the love that would allow a Dad to send his only Son, his pride and joy ~ to this awful earth from the paradise that heaven is ~ and that Father watched his boy die the most horrendous death on a cross. Just for me. Just so I don't have to be condemned for the sins I deserve to be condemned for. Wow. That's a bit wordy...but oh my how true. I won't be condemned for the things I've done because Jesus already took the punishment for me.
I know that There Is So Much More in store for me. There are so many people right in my back yard who need to know about this love. God help me to be the woman I need to be. Help me to show that your presence in my life makes a difference. But that's not good enough. I need to be a voice speaking out in the wilderness. I need to be a light in the darkness. I need to be salt. I need to do more to show the God who saved my soul that I am forever grateful for His love.
Better days ahead...and then heaven!!
Love ya
k <3
